K-E-R-O-U-A-C



 
 

I had nothing but I had a grey tee shirt and I ironed on black velvet letters  
K- E- R- O- U- A- C
 
I had nothing I had four walls on St. Marks Place a bottle of Calvados
and the silence of the universe I had nothing but I had you

From sea to shining sea east to west north to south Atlantic Pacific
Arctic Antarctic the Indian Ocean and the eighth mar incognito over
under inside and out beyond everything I had you I had words
lines and paragraphs rushing down mountainsides high above the timber line
from Desolation Peak to 242 choruses of blues for the buddha and fellaheen
of Mexico City and every other place I had your footprints on the beach
in Tangiers your palm print on the wheel of impermanence your dreams
of long childhood walks under the old trees of New England your athlete's body
your flannel shirts your handsome face on a fire escape on E. 7th Street
just before the invocation of Duluoz inhaling one last Lucky Strike
for the pent-up aching restless road farewell subterraneans and water towers
of Manhattan it was time for all that coming back to America
the Lincoln Tunnel oil tanks and anemic skies in New Jersey Route 80
over the Delaware the road unraveling the road sufficient unto itself
a twentieth century pilgrim's way a home for the tathagata passing through
the railroad earth the gas station night the bebop radio wail
of Charlie Parker's saxophone clear across Kansas to San Francisco
the little alley off Market Street Tokay in a paper bag at the mouth
of Bixby Canyon Big Sur's ocean roar of vowel sounds from the far side
of eternity the waves laying better than a thousand transcendental diamonds
of compassion at your feet even to the end I had you to the maenads
of fame tearing you to pieces in the glow of the television set in Florida
to what's buried in Lowell's Edson Cemetery Ti Jean nothing's buried there
the dust of your sacred bleeding catholic heart with the dust of the holy ghost
and certain mad and driven saints has been placed among the stars

I had nothing but I had a grey tee shirt and I ironed on black velvet letters                                                                 K -E- R- O- U- A- C